WAKE ME UP

rrennce
Born a baby girl on 17 September 1992
Horoscope is Virgo
Studied in Compassvale Primary since 1999
Graduated from CVPS in 2004
Studied in Pei Hwa Secondary since 2005
Joined Band in 2005
Graduated from Pei Hwa & Band in 2009
Joined Lasalle College Of Arts in 2010


`She's a fair looking girl with freckles that she wants to get rid of.
`She's got lots of nicknames that she doesn't want people to remember or call her
`She's a girl that doesn't admit she's wrong unless people proves her wrong.
`She's the girl that people calls stubborn.
`She's a girl that can be childish at times.
`She's a girl that thinks alot at times.
`She's a girl that doesn't show her feelings to people around her.

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Thought might be unrealistic, but i'll try to achieve them!!
♥ Be Organised
♥ Jewellery Design NAFA Course
♥ Purchase & Read More Interesting Books
♥ Yoga
♥ Dance
♥ Get My Degree In Fashion Design 2014
♥ Go Overseas Along'
♥ Italy
♥ Japan
♥ Korea
♥ Hong Kong
♥ To Have My Own Apartment
♥ To Have More Time For Myself
♥ A Brown Polaroid Camera
♥ Macbook Pro "15"
♥ New Handphone
♥ New Purse
♥ New 3/4 Pants
♥ More Cosmetics
♥ More Dresses & Different Styles Of Clothing
♥ Kiehl's Micro Dermabration
♥ Kiehl's OverNight Biological Peel
♥ Kiehl's SPF 50 SunScreen
♥ Kiehl's Whitening

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Saturday, June 25, 2011
3:30 AM

i know that nobody reads this blog...
but still wanna post here.
smth happened recently...
i hope that my cousin will feel better n get over it soon...


ok, the reason i am posting here is not about what i just said.
its the horoscope.
just watched an old show about horoscope.
n remembered mine, which is Virgo.
so i googled it, n went to this website.
felt that what's written is very true, like srsly...

this is what's written on th website:

Traditional
Virgo Traits


Modest and shy
Meticulous and reliable
Practical and diligent
Intelligent and analytical

On the dark side....

Fussy and a worrier
Overcritical and harsh
Perfectionist and conservative

Virgo! About Your Sign...

Virgo is the only zodiacal sign represented by a female. It is sometimes thought of as a potentially creative girl, delicately lovely; sometimes as a somewhat older woman, intelligent but rather pedantic and spinsterish. The latter impression is sometimes confirmed by the Virgoan preciseness, refinement, fastidious love of cleanliness, hygiene and good order, conventionality and aristocratic attitude of reserve. They are usually observant, shrewd, critically inclined, judicious, patient, practical supporters of the status quo, and tend toward conservatism in all departments of life. On the surface they are emotionally cold, and sometimes this goes deeper, for their habit of suppressing their natural kindness may in the end cause it to atrophy, with the result that they shrink from committing themselves to friendship, make few relationships, and those they do make they are careful to keep superficial.

But the outward lack of feeling may, in some individuals born under this sign, conceal too much emotion, to which they are afraid of giving way because they do not trust others, nor do they have confidence in themselves and their judgments. This is because they are conscious of certain shortcomings in themselves of worldliness, of practicality, of sophistication and of outgoingness. So they bring the art of self concealment to a high pitch, hiding their apprehensiveness about themselves and their often considerable sympathy with other people under a mantle of matter-of-factness and undemonstrative, quiet reserve. They are still waters that run deep. Yet in their unassuming, outwardly cheerful and agreeable fashion, they can be sensible, discreet, well spoken, wise and witty, with a good understanding of other people's problems which they can tackle with a practicality not always evident in their own personal relationships.

Both sexes have considerable charm and dignity, which make some male Virgoans appear effeminate when they are not. In marriage they can be genuinely affectionate, making good spouses and parents, but their love making is a perfection of technique rather than the expression of desire, and they must be careful not to mate with a partner whose sex drive requires a passion they cannot match.

They are intellectually enquiring, methodical and logical, studious and teachable. They combine mental ingenuity with the ability to produce a clear analysis of the most complicated problems. They have an excellent eye for detail but they may be so meticulous that they neglect larger issues. Also, although they are realists, they may slow down projects by being too exact.


They are practical with their hands, good technicians and have genuine inventive talents, Thoroughness, hard work and conscientiousness are their hallmarks, and they are such perfectionists that, if things go wrong, they are easily discouraged. Because of their ability to see every angle of a many-sided question, they are unhappy with abstract theorizing. Appreciating the many different points of view as they do, they find philosophical concepts difficult, and they vacillate and have no confidence in any conclusions at which they arrive.

With these qualities, they are better as subordinates than leaders. Responsibility irks them and they often lack the breadth of strategic vision that a leader needs Virgoans are essentially tacticians, admirable in the attainment of limited objectives. Their self distrust is something they project on to other people and tends to make them exacting employers, though in the demands they make on those under them they temper this attitude with justice. They have potential abilities in the arts, sciences and languages. Language especially they use correctly, clearly, consciously and formally, as grammarians and etymologists rather than for literary interests, yet they are likely to have a good memory for apt quotations. Although they are well suited for careers in machine drawing, surveying and similar occupations, they are better fitted for a job in a library or office than a workshop.

Their minds are such that they need the stimulus of practical problems to be solved rather than the mere routine or working to set specifications that need no thought. They are careful with money and their interest in statistics makes them excellent bookkeepers and accountants. They also make good editors, physicists and analytical chemists. They may also find success as welfare workers, ministering to those less fortunate than themselves. They can be doctors, nurses, psychologists, teachers, confidential secretaries, technologists, inspectors, musicians, critics, public speakers and writers especially of reference works such as dictionaries and encyclopedias. Both sexes have a deep interest in history, a feature recognized by astrological authorities for at least two hundred years. If they go in for a business career their shrewdness and analytical ingenuity could tempt them into dishonesty, though they usually have enough moral sense to resist temptation. Female Virgoans may find a career in fashion, for they have a flair for dress, in which they can be trend setters. In any profession they choose the natives of this sign readily assimilate new ideas, but always with caution, conserving what they consider worth keeping from the past. They love country life but are unlikely to make good farmers, unless they can contrive to carry out their work without outraging their sense of hygiene and cleanliness.

Their faults, as is usual with all zodiacal types, are the extremes of their virtues. Fastidious reticence and modesty become old-maidishness and persnicketiness; balanced criticism becomes carping and nagging; and concern for detail becomes overspecialization. Virgoans are liable to indecision in wider issues and this can become chronic, turning molehills of minor difficulties into Himalayas of crisis. Their prudence can become guile and their carefulness, turned in on themselves, can produce worriers and hypochondriacs.

Possible Health Concerns...

Virgo is said to govern the hands, abdomen, intestines, spleen and central nervous system. Illnesses to which its natives are prone include catarrh, cold, coughs, pleurisies, pneumonia and nervous instabilities. Their natures make them inclined to worry and this makes them vulnerable to stomach and bowel troubles, including colic and ulcers. Male Virgoans may have trouble with their sexual organs. Both sexes are strongly interested in drugs and esoteric cuisine and as their delicate stomachs require them to be careful about their diet, it is essential that they treat their fascination with exotic food with extreme care.

    LIKES
  • Health foods
  • Lists
  • Hygiene
  • Order
  • Wholesomeness
    DISLIKES
  • Hazards to health
  • Anything sordid
  • Sloppy workers
  • Squalor
  • Being uncertain

PROBLEMS THAT MAY ARISE FOR YOU, AND THEIR SOLUTIONS


As with all sun signs, we all have unique traits to our personalities. When these traits are suppressed, or unrealized, problems will arise. However, with astrology we can examine the problem and assess the proper solution based on the sun sign characteristics. As a Virgo you may see things below that really strike home. Try the solution, you most likely will be amazed at the results. If you find yourself on the receiving end of the negatives below, it is because you are failing to express the positive.

Problem: Finding yourself frequently alone and unable to keep friends for more than a few weeks.
Solution: Try not to be argumentative over much and the constant criticism that Virgos give to their companions are not endearing qualities to have. Try to live and let live, they will love you for it.

Problem: People tend to avoid making close contact with you.
Solution: Being too preoccupied with health and making it a continual topic of conversation. Try to keep your tips and suggestions about health and health products to yourself unless asked for them.

Problem: Dissatisfied with the way your life is turning out; no excitement or change to speak of.
Solution: You may be restricting yourself by reducing your life to a set of theories and pigeon-holes. Try to express the positive by first asking yourself, Who or what are you serving; are you devoted or are you enslaved. Answer those questions and then start a new path that includes your true worth.

Problem: You may feel that your life and your climb to success is a steep hill that you may never be able to scale.
Solution: Try expressing the positive traits of your finely tuned analytical reasoning, employing the light touch with employees and coworkers, while expressing genuine concern for all; You will find those mountains turning into hills that you run right over.

Your ruling planet is MERCURY.

Your ruling planet is mercury


Mean distance from the Sun (AU) 0.387
Sidereal period of orbit (years) 0.24
Equatorial radius (km) 2,439
Polar radius (km) 2,439
Body rotation period (hours) 1,408
Tilt of equator to orbit (degrees) 0
Number of observed satellites 0

Some more interesting facts about your sign:


Symbol For Pisces is the Fish


The Virgin is the entity that is associated with your sign. The above picture is of the grotto in Lourdes, France where the Virgin appeared to the children. In the upper right you will see a statute of The Lady. The Virgin imparts purity of intent to the actions of the persons born under the sign of Virgo.



The colors for Virgo are GREEN AND DARK BROWN

Your starstone is sardonyx

Your starstone is the beautiful, SARDONYX. The Sardonyx can be found with many different colored bands on it but the one suggested for Virgo is that of the reddish brown variety. It is in the quartz family and is mined around the world.







i know that this post is wordy, but since nobody reads it... =)


rrennce ♥

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Thursday, June 16, 2011
6:57 PM



its like finally, i'm updating my blog.
cause i'm always bz with my school and work.
sch, its alright, cos i'll graduate with a degree years ago.
but i'm sick n tired of my work alr,
and all th craps they giv me...
srsly, i'm overworking as a part timer
n that they are expecting too much fr me...
no other part timers are expected to do stocks, get familar with them
don't need to learn how to be independant with closing
but i have to...
its like... i am working as a full time, paid a part time salary...
ok, i accept that.
but they are giving my outlet too much pressure on sales...
th outlet i am in, sales is always bad.
n they keep asking for good sales!
how to hit them? impossible task...
i feel like quitting my job real soon...
but 1st, i need to secure another.
cos i can nvr survive with no income at all,
cos i realise that i am spending too much...
pocket money is not enough...
haiz...
but $7/hr is a great pay, hard to get 1 with same pay wit comm...
hope that i can secure a new job real soon...
den no nd to get so tired...

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Wednesday, May 11, 2011
6:58 AM

supposed to go sleep, but i'll post a short one 1st.
i wanted his manniquin, sewing machine n all her 'clothes stuff''
but they threw it, lost n even gave it away.
then i wanted hers...
but cos my maid can't find,
hence i bought 1.
after buying that, i found overlock and sewing machine.
so i cleaned them, buy accessories and even kept them in a box i specially prepared for them
then she gave them away, to someone who's not involved in "fashion"
when i wanted it back, she said i'm selfish...
but hav she thought why i wanted his n her stuff so badly?
hav she ever wondered???
whatever, she's not going to ask it back for me.
but i am going to talk to that person to get them.
worst comes to worst, i'm going to change a few weeks old for hers.
though i like my new one, i can buy them again.
though its not worth it, i feel that i should get them back,
or else when i hav them mths later, its going to be badly spoiled.
i am willing to spend another $179 on a new one again.
cos th old one can't be found anywhere again...

stupid uh? i spent th whole night thinking about it, and decided on this.
i know that i can't hav th best of both.
so i am going to buy them...

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Saturday, April 30, 2011
3:20 AM

knew that i haven update this blog for ages. i know abt it, but don't have time to update.
th reason to blog, is cos of th sudden emotion and thoughts....
is it th emo season or what?
i start to kinda feel jealous of almost everyone around me.
its not out of th sudden, but all th while, i've been feeling jealous.
or rather i wished that i can have what they have.
a family as a whole.
its th sudden thought.
i wonder why things had become like this?
everything happened when i'm young, clueless about everything.
family. before everything happened, how is it like?
i had a dad, a mom, a sis, a bro.
though we get together few times a year, we still get together,
hav a dinner and a trip every year.
i had a dad who gave me whatever i want.
let me roller blade even when i'm wearing a mini skirt,
mail me my b'dae presents when he's overseas, get me whatever i want.
but when mom comes back to sg,
and i heard about th 'news'
i kept quiet!
though i disagree with their decision, i kept quiet!
though i know that it hurts, it will affect me for life, i kept quiet!
i've got no guts to even tell mom or dad how i feel.
don't even have th guts to cry infront of anyone.
i feel so useless right now.
why? i am pri 5-6 at that time. why?
why do i have to hide my feelings and emotions?
why do i have to act strong? act as though nothing happened?
i reli regret it...
its been years... think almost 10 years...
why? why do i still have that memory fresh on my mind?
i feel so useless as th oldest among my siblings, as th child that both my parents doted on th most.
they gave me everything i want.
i can see it.
but... i duno why, things became like this.
i hated it... like srsly...
how i wish that i can hav a family as a whole, where i can tell them how i feel and what happened in my work or sch life...
srsly, in th past when ppl mentioned their family, i tried to brush th thoughts of mine...
and i had to fake a smile.
i knew that i had to let it go, like what everyone who knew abt this said.
i wanted to...
but who can teach me, without getting knocked down by a car, and lose my memory?
as u know, both my parents are alive, and still contacting me...
howhowhow?! how to let it go, or forget about it?
how i wish, my heart is made of stone... won't feel anything...
then, i won't feel upset at times like this.
but then, i know that it won't happen...
i know, that i have to act as though as nothing happened, and put on th smile/blur mask
its th best mask, that can hide everything from everyone.
that can make me forget about everything for mths,
until a sudden night, when i think about all those happy~sad memories again.
know what? i srsly don't know what i want.
do fashion to follow my parents' steps?
so that i have more topics to talk with them, and can avoid th emotional part?
to prove them wrong?
want them to say that i did better than them or what?
i don't know.
i really don't know, and don't understand myself.
i don't know why i want to post them on my blog.
i didn't want my cousins to read them,
but i want at least someone to know, know about this.
but i know that at this time, i can't find a person to talk to.
cos i'll be disturbing them...
i dun want to disturb anyone with this troublesome stuff...
cos i know that no matter what they say, it helps for a while only,
but i'll still have that emotions coming back to me moments later...
how i wish~ everything hadn't happened...
that i can still be th girl that both my parents dote on th most.
that i can still have a trip as 5 of us every year.
to go to italy, where my parents promised to bring me to...

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Saturday, March 26, 2011
2:12 AM

Wow, haven't update my blog for a long time.
I had my accessment weeks ago, and now, its rushing for specialism.
After having my project brief, I realised that specialism is very fast paced...
Like I have to complete my garment & prepare for fashion show after 7 weeks?
& worst, the topic is on eco fashion & upcycling...
Gosh, I am not an environment person, so it is like... Not a topic that i am interesteed in...
Haiz, after being brief abt my assignments for term 4, I feel so stressed...
I almost flunk my sem 1 & term 3...
It is seriously risky, because I didn't complete my work.
But this time, I can't take the risk anymore.
Cause specialism, my lecturer can't request for extra marks to let me pass my level...
Haiz... White hair's growing... How?
Gosh... I hope that I can cope with specialism, and create my garment on time.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Monday, February 28, 2011
12:35 AM

Haven't been blogging for a long time. This is due to school and work.
It is tiring me out, and cause of them, I can't do what i want.
Finding it weird abt why I'm like blogging outta sudden?
Cause I'm feeling... =x Kinda emo outta sudden?
Maybe cause of th novel I'm reading.
Abt this orphan, who got adopted by a vamp dad who used her n her sisters
to attract guys to their house, n (u all know what will happen).
I find that it reminds me of my family.
Not that I hav to attract guys, n u know what,
but that her family is full of secrets,
n her dad is like close, but full of secrets.
Making her feel lost, and confused.
I am feeling like that alil. I feel that there's alot that i should not know,
should not ask, and that if i ask, ppl won't tell me th truth.
I know, i am feeling insecure.
n worst, th eldest sis being insecure.
i know, that my siblings are old enough. n most of the time, they act more like th older ones.
but, it feels awful. really.
i find it unfair.
i really don't really understand th real meaning to live.
yes, i've got a goal. but it seems like it's influenced by them.
th person that i should have hated for causing me so much misery.
making me cry under my blanket, in th toilet, for years.
making cry so hard till my eyes turn swollen.
for making me cry as long as a year.
i really can't define my feelings to them.
they should be my closest kin,
i should rely on them right now,
but i really don't know what should do or feel.
i feel guilty at times, for making them feel bad.
but i really can't be close to them anymore.
i can't forget crying on the bathtub for hours,
coming out feeling faint cause of th hot water
trying to act as though nth happened the next morning.
i really don't know how to be th innocent young girl, imagining them bringing me overseas anymore
cos i know it's not going to happen.
no more trips with the 5 0f us.
its nvr going to be th 5 of us agn.
srsly, it sucks ok. my tears can't stop flowing.
but i find it unfair.
i don't really know what's happening , or what happened.
when they tell me, i don't know if it is true.
they've lied to me lots of times.
i don't know which is true, which is not.
really like the girl in th book, i feel like i'm alone.
my life shouldn't be like that.
at least they didn't plan it like that.
i shouldn't be at sg, if things didn't change.
i think i'd rather be like that.
though i won't be able to know my sec friends n my current friends.
but i'll be able to c the 5 of us tgh.
things won't be like that.
yea, ppl hav been telling me not to harp on it.
n that it is the past.
yes. it is past. it's been 10 years.
but i really still can't accept that.
this topic hav been brought up multiple times.
but i hav to act as though i am not affected by it, n brush those questions off.
it hurts u know, actually if i carry on talking abt them,
i am afraid that my tears can't stop like now.
i know my siblings ain't that affected by it alr.
but once i think abt him, them, and all of us in th past,
it feels awful. really awful.
ppl don't know how much i wish that i can be as lucky as them.
they don't know how sian mu i am.
they harp on their families, and i listened, thinking how i wish that mine is the same.
srsly, though i am 19 years alr, th amt of days i stayed tgh wit him added up is less than half of my age.
it is so unfair.
i know that i am harping on that.
but i can't help it.
those are still fresh on my mind.
like what i said in th past, how i wish that a vehicle jus knock me down, causing me to lose my memory.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Thursday, February 3, 2011
8:15 PM

Yea, its LNY =)
ok, 1st day, I'm at home. cos i srsly need rest...
i miss being able to rest at home ok...
haven been staying at home the whole day for like... many weeks?
hmmm... =) reli enjoyed the peaceful time at home...
ok, said that i'll post abt bandung trip right?
actually i forget alot abt th trip alr...
ok, 1st day, arrived at jakata, den nick's chauffeur drove us to bandung
then we went to get stuffs at supermarket, n th mall.
2nd day, woke up reli late, cos we drank n watched movie at nite
went to th factory outlet, then to th same mall, shop for phones n cd,
ate in an interesting restaurant, drank.
hahas~ marie n nick gotta keep checking if their face is red anot...
3rd day, went to hav breakfast wit yunique's mum, cousin n niece
at a restaurant for wine tasting... but didn't drink, cos too early alr...
her niece super cute lah!!! =) i get to carry her... hahas
then went to ice skating =)
super fun... i wanna go ice skating agn real soon!!!!
4th day, woke up early, to but some pastries, bought my phone,
n then went to shop at th nearby mall, while nick went to cut hair.
after that, went to her house, watched slient hill, then dinner at some restaurant agn
5th, woke up, dressed up, then rush to th airport.
ate there, then fly back to sg after that.

so basically this trip, is more of sitting in th car while nick's chauffeur drive,
shop at th mall, and fine dine.
thats why i spent lots of money during this trip, though its at bandung, indonesia
btw, smth's wrong wit my small laptop, so photos wil be uploaded much later =)

ok, back to now.
now is cny day 3, cos i felt tired then i'm typing th post on top.
so day 2, is kinda different fr normal cny
woke up at 11+,
went to ah gong n ah ma's hse,
den sat awhile, ate alil
talked to dad, while he ask th usual questions, n talked abt my sch...
den left to marina area
went to marina sq, n saw my aunts n uncles...
hahas~ 2 families in total.
so qiao right? =)
den i got my 4th ang pao of th day in th marina sq, royal sporting house...
ahahas~ funnie right?
lalalas~ den wen to swensens to eat dinner, n saw my aunt n uncle.
ate with them, den went to th fun fair...
wow... i played 2 games in total, n its definately th highest one...
didn't rmb th names, but i can rmb how my sis scream beside me...
hahas~ made me laugh so hard up there lah...
when i am upside down, my hair is like... whoo~~~ hahahas~ so shuang =D
den after that, tried to walk as fast as i can to cityhall mac, cos my legs are hurting fr my heels =(
cos of th heels, i've got lots of blisters, and some wound...
when i apply medicine jus now, i can't even talk, cos its too pain ='(
so after mac, we went home. & yup... =)

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Friday, January 14, 2011
3:05 AM

Back from Bandung, and sch start alr...
=/ been so bz that I can't find time to post abt bandung...
maybe i can only post during my hols during may?
i need to find time... =( i'm feeling tired due to sch and work...
hope that i still can cope...

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Saturday, January 1, 2011
12:45 AM

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
HOPE THAT U'LL ENJOY 2011!!! =D



=) Another year passed, & this year is a totally different year.
Instead of waking up early everyday to wear uniform, tie hair, go sch,
I actually wake up much later.
Sometimes go to sch, sometimes go to work...
Changed work environment for a number of times too,
& in the end, i choose to stay at Kiehl's
for ard 11 mths =)
cos I love th ppl thr, th things I am required to do, and also my pay =)
Actually, I feel that this year, I start to 'grow up'
Th type of life I lead is as that of an adult.
Major decisions made by me, and my mom won't object to things I request.
Its like a totally different life ok...
I've met my classmates in LASALLE,
Been close with some,
& still communicate well with others,
( except for times when george asks me to smoke... =/ )
Had many shopping trips with marie, dora, yunique and navi.
& had lots of fun.
Even though I had so much fun and changes,
I also met with obstacles...
Like how to get used to this kind of life,
and th negative points of my life...
Hahas~ gotta prevent myself from being a 'bad girl'? =D
=/ though some 'targets' i set for myself,

I didn't really achieve.
But I hope that in this year, i will be able to do that =)
The most importantly is time management.
I need to be faster in everything...
2nd is being organized. I find everything too messy for me....
3rd is to change all my bad habits.
=) Hope that i can change myself to be a better person by next year =D
& 2011 august will be my 2nd year, which is lvl 1 fashion...
Hope that I can do well in it =D

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Sunday, December 26, 2010
4:27 AM


Merry Christmas!!! =) ytd's christmas... though i'm alil late, but nvm =) ok, i didn't post for quite some time alr... basically its just work, slack at home or maybe 1 or 2 days meeting with friends kinda bored of work these days... =x maybe without peiying, its not fun... but its also th kind of customers i meet... =/ haiz... how i wish that we hav got to target n all...
lets talk abt th eve n christmas itself... on th eve, woke up quite late, cos i'm exhausted due to work... then rushed to kovan to buy stuffs to pack th room, ask my maid to bring it back. after that, went to serangoon to meet agnes, to hav our dinner then, walked pass orchard to 'feel' th christmas atmosphere... at 9+ its alr damm crowded outside paragon... couldn't get our way out of th crowd lor den after that, we walked on, then go home... btw, she told me that she heard that he's coming back permanently its kinda surprising? cos i dun think he'll be back so soon, n that i know that he won't want to be in sg for long... to him, sg is not a place for him, i think in a few mths time, he'll leave for another country lalas~ den for christmas which is ytd, its blading in th wet, east coast beach =) i love blading, but today didn't exercise much, but my legs got so pain, cos of heels and blade... but nvm =) i kinda enjoy this 2 days...

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Saturday, December 11, 2010
2:16 AM

srsly, i've got alot of things repeating on my mind that i wanna blog abt...
=/ but cos ppl that know abt this url, knows me...
hence its inconvenient...
haiz... =/thats th prob with blogs....
when u let ppl know, its not very convenient to post negative stuffs...
lallaas~ forget it...
hmmm.... i'm bz wit work these days... its tiring...
n my back hurts...
hahas~ btw i've got gastric today...
hahas~ i'm laughing cos, its like... th 1st gastric after so many years?
talking abt gastric... i still can't forget th cny that i threw tandrum, n skipped my meal...
den in th end, i've got gastric... which is during pri sch...
thats th 1st gastric pain =) v.happening right? hahas
yea, i said after so many years right?
not that i dun skip my meal... i oways skip my meal...
but i usually got sweets... so won't hav gastric...
but today, i've got gastric when i'm working =(
=x nvm =) hahas~ th way i say, sounds like gastric is a big thing...
but no, lalas~ thats what i happen to think abt...
hahas~ so i jus type it out lah... =D
since i can't blog abt... alot of things~~
hahas~ nvm, going off alr... ltr ar 2pm, i've got work... so its best that i go prepare to go sleep right now...

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Tuesday, December 7, 2010
4:42 AM

=/ its dec 7 alr, meaning that i am safe, and i won't need to re-submit... =)
lalas~ i think that my bio-clock is screwed...
nah, no need to think... i woke up at 8pm ytd, means that its alr screwed...
lalalas~ haiz...
i wanted to shower n go to bed early today, but marvin asked me to chat,
n we chatted till 3am...
lalas~ btw, i am trying out mrc today =)
texture-wise, i think that it feels like ufc, but just that it is oil form...
i think... i like ufc better, though both giv me a soft skin feel...
but then, alot of ppl tell me that they like mrc alot, and that its good... =/
maybe cos of th radiance skin?
lalas~ but i'll c th result of that tmrw...
if its good, maybe next time when i purchase from staff purchase, i'll get th delux or samples of mrc...
its $90 each bottle... =/ alil too ex? i duno... that, i'll decide when my pay comes...
haiz.... i think i am obsessed with skincare products these days...
spending lots of money on them =( cos its ex...
but... no matter what, everyone need to care for their skin...
or else, by 25, they'll regret it...
haiz... change topic... or else my heart will ache for th money spent...
talking abt money... i overspend alr... =/
haiz... hope that i won't use th money from th other acc...
cos once i spent th money, it'll be hard for me to put them back alr...
lalalas~
btw, i might be going to th indo on jan... =)
to shop, n live in yunique's house...
lalas~ i hope that i won't spend alot of money over there, though its for shopping...
haiz... christmas is coming...
its making me miss th christmas spent at hk during pri 2...
its th most memorable and enjoyable christmas...
no matter what, i won't get to experience that feeling and happiness agn...
emoing? kinda... i really miss those days u know??
guess only sis knows what i am talking abt...

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Thursday, December 2, 2010
7:52 AM


ok, i'll talk abt ytd... cos today... its still early for anything to happen
=) ytd went checkup n shopping wit my colleagues,
peiying n janelle
woke up early to go bugis, then take shuttle bus kk
den after that, went to th temple wit peiying
den went to shop at bugis street...
=x we all didn't mean to buy anything at 1st...
but ended up buying lots of stuffs
then we went to hav desserts, then pool...
after pool, we went to eat, den sit ard...
after that, go home =)
realised that my etude house hand cream =)
like my prev post, i am beginning to care for my hands alr...
=( cos in sch, i hav to deal with materials that makes my hand rough...
so... i'm beginning to buy hand cream...
nnn hopefully, peiying remembers to giv me th hand cream n 2 dresses....

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Sunday, November 28, 2010
2:37 AM


wondering why i post this picture?
i finally purchased this foundation, after so.... long
so after that, applying foundation and sunscreen will be much faster
haiz... but after purchasing this, i bought a lash serum
and 3 eye masks =)
=/ and th total amt adds up to $51.50
yea... i alr set aside $100 for facial care this mth...
but shopping, i think i spend more that i set aside...
haiz... =( gonna overspend real soon...
i hope that i won't finish this mth's pay, and then start to splurge my other acc's
urgh!! =/ why this mth's pay so lil??? not enough for me to spend during th holidays
=(
forget it... haiz... tmrw going to work in parkway agn...
sian....
parkway so sian de... no customers walking in...
haiz... ok, i think i'll stop blogging alr... going to check my bank acc n buy smth else =)

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Friday, November 26, 2010
1:27 AM




haven been blogging for quite sometime...
cos i gotta chiong my finals...
during that period, i got so stressed up that i find that i dropped quite alot of hair =x
and also sigh and frown all the time...
but in the end, =( i handed up half-done final works,
even though i stay up all night to rush them...
haiz~ i alr know that on 1st dec, i'll recieve a call from erzan telling me that i gotta repeat,
or that i'll need to resubmit on 13 dec ='(
no choice... i alr did my best...
if i repeat or what, its my life... everything is part and parcel of life...
just that my weakness is that i focus on details,
and that i spend alot of my time on them... as a result, i don't finish all of them...
sucks right? like how i didn't finish almost all the papers during o's
haiz... my fate...~
btw, after i submitted my works, i went shopping and movie wit clique...
=x slept during th movie
den walked alil in ion... oh my gosh... i wanna buy some clothing!!!! =)
n i saw lots of nice boots that make me wanna splurge on them!!!! T_T
goshgoshgosh!!! i sound like a shopaholic... =x
i jus got my pay today =) meaning its time to shop alr...
but today got work =( haiz... parkway somemore...
n worst, next week, i'm working in parkway most of th time...
haiz... 1 hr bus ride... =/ hope that i won't be late agn....

btw, u guys must be wondering why my title is interesting ads?
hahas~ =x cos i saw those ads when i'm looking for image ads for ccs,
and find them interesting... so i post them here to share it with u guys =)
th 1st one is interesting... hahas~ an ad for handcream =)
hahas~ wrinkle on hands is more obvious than face...
telling ladies what they had overlooked
then 2nd 1 is shaver on baby's face...
telling ppl that using that shaver, men can achieve baby's face... hahas~
its kinda impossible, but it attracts consumer's attention, so that they will notice and buy th product...
hahas~ i talk like as though i'm having lesson... =x but its interesting... =)
hahas~ maybe next time if i c interesting image, i'll post it here, to show ppl...
cos i know that my blog is pretty boring... =x
lalas~ gotta sleep alr... ltr got work at 1... =/
bye =)

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Tuesday, November 16, 2010
12:12 AM

monday, ccs last lesson...
=/ submitted my response notebook, though its 95% done
told susie, n she said that she's going to deduct 15 marks =(
hope that's only a joke...
lalas~ but last lesson means that no more text on photography agn =)
its been 3 weeks alr...
den we debated on this topic 'does one show their real self when the camera is facing them, or not?'
but susie didn't declare who to support agn... =/
nvm =)
haiz... monday passed... so from now to thursday, i'm going to stay at home to do hw
not going to step out of my house alr...
sounds like hardcore choinging hw?
yea, but i really need to finish this up asap... no choice but to do that lor...
lalalas~ i'm going to sleep real soon...
need to spend 12 hours to do work tomorrow...

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Thursday, November 4, 2010
4:51 PM

i'm actually blogging here, right now, to tell myself to complete my assignments...
its 18 days to assessment alr... i gotta start my 3 finals...
thr's no time alr srsly...
haiz... after assessment, i need to clear th house alr...
after o's i cleared th house, knowing that i need space...
but after i go lasalle, i realized that lasalle's assignments are much bigger than i thought... =/
so now, house is messy, n i've got to space~~
lalas~ these days counting down to assessment... i've got lots of stuffs to do after assessment~
n i promised to meet up many people after assessment...
hope that i've got enough time to keep those promises~~ =x
btw agn,
RENCE! START DOING YOUR 3D, 2D & DRAWING!!!!!
NO TIME ALR!!!
CHIONG FOR ANOTHER 18 DAYS & THEN SLACK ALL YOU WANT!!!
CHIONG FINAL!!!! DUN DO OVERDUE WORKS ALR!!!!

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Friday, October 29, 2010
1:16 AM

going to sleep real soon =x
haven been blogging for ard 1 week?
haiz... i can't catch up on my work...
haiz... monday is the submission date for illustrator and ccs =/
but after those 2 submission, i'll be doing only my 3 studio finalwork alr...
2d, 3d and drawing...
then after assessment, it'll be holiday!!
haiz... =x kkk i think thats all for my work?
=/ i gotta really rush my work until assessment...
i hope that i can finish my final asap, so i can actually help my sis to make a mask =D
to prove that spotlight mask with deco, can look great =D
but thats what i hope only...
cos most likely, i'll rush throughout the last night =x

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Thursday, October 21, 2010
2:04 AM

i know that i should be either sleeping or rushing my work right now.
but cos tmrw is thurs, th lessons are quite slack
haiz... th reason why i didn't sleep but came here to blog, is cause i need a place to complain
i'm seriously behind time alr...
can't even catch up on a single module...
its like... i think i need a full whole week in order to catch up...
but i jus can't...
how i wish that i can self declare holiday...
i think i really wanna cry to distress right now...
but crying doesn't help...
though i'll feel better, but my eyes will be swollen, and tmrw i'll have tired eyes.
srsly, i need time to myself to finish up my assignments,
and sleep.
but i can't just tell my manager that i can't work...
=/ so i must persevere... haiz... i really hope that i can catch up with the rest asap...
i wanna finish up my illustrator, photoshop, 3d, 2d, and drawing asap!!!

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Monday, October 18, 2010
5:20 AM

i'm actually here posting, as i'm lazy to go shower =x
yea, haven shower n remove make up,
cos i took a nap at th living room b4 i shower jus now =x
ytd's an interesting day as well =)
didn't sleep th whole night to rush pei ying's wedding gift
it didn't turn out well, cos of my oven...
then showered n all, then meet n1 peeps at th park opposite anchorvale cc
cos they planned it to be a picnic =x
but cos i'm tired, n wearing a dress,
i didn't play with them, but took a 30 mins nap
after that, suddenly a cake popped out =x
hahas~ cos they celebrating my belated b'dae =x hahas~ 1 mth after th actual date.
then they sang th song n i blew th cake awkwardly =x
it still feels weird when i am in th center of attention...
then they played games till 5+, n we all left tgh...
went home, changed, n touch up, n bring th gifts with me to tamp...
met janelle n william at tamp.
=x they said that my gift looks alright.
hence i brought them to th venue =)
went there, signed, giv red packets, took photos, then go in
saw candy n jasmine there =)
then after sometime, angeline n her bf reached.
=) th whole dinner is like a kiehl's gathering...
th dishes is alright.
but after eating halfway, everyone felt damm full,
n even william, who kept asking us not to waste food cannot finish them alr...
hahas~in between, peiying n her husband took photos wit us =)
then after desserts, took wit peiying agn. then when angeline n candy left,
i took photos with jasmine =)
ytd's a great day agn, cos i didn't touch my assignments.
today i decided not to go to sch, cos no illustrator...
so i'll be going my hw b4 going to work ltr at 6pm =x
hope that i can finish my wire hand asap...

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Sunday, October 17, 2010
12:10 AM

in th bus, otw home alr =)
enjoyed my time at east coast park...
haven been blading for a looooooong time~~
i really wanna go blading agn real soon... cos i wanna lose weight...
today rebb said that she can see my tummy alr =x
cos i haven been exercising alr... no sit ups, no yoga, no pe...
thats why i'm gaining weight, at my tummy n arms... =(
haizzzz... i'm feel so tired now...
maybe i'll slp in th bus ltr? hope that i won't miss my stop agn...

haiz... =( i can't get my memory card off my digital cam!! T_T
uploading of photos might be ard few days ltr to a week ltr?
maybe i'll go sim lim after sch to ask why it can't come out...
cos seriously, i dun like to use th usb cable...

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Saturday, October 16, 2010
6:11 PM

=/ currently in a bus, on th way to east coast park =)
this is actually a norm week, except that i'm much more tired alr...
keep hoping that its th weekends...
ok, th most happening day on th week is friday alr...
its th ccs presentation day...
woke up late for grp meeting, then rushed to wear my blazers n heels for th presentation.
th presentation was pretty alright, but that i'm v.v.v.v.nervous =x
at a point of time, i was actually stammering... =x
then after that, went to a jap restaurant behind lasalle to eat,
then rush to drawing lesson... =/
ok, zero told us that its outdoor lesson, that made me wanna die... :'(
cos we're all in heels n formal clothes...
hence we struggled all th wan to smu...
actually he wanted to bring us to mount emily...
but it'll kill us... =/
throughout th journey, dora almost fell quite a number of times...
=/
then after that, we went to th venue, spent hours to draw perspective drawing,
then dismissed... =/
after that, we went to th inside of smu to do some of out illustrator hw...
but i went to do photoshop instead =x
=) i like photoshop more than illustrator... cos illustrator's mesh is v.time consuming...
after that otw home, i broke my heels... =(
today, woke up late, then rushed to cp to meet th gals...
bought gift, headed to miss tong's hse to celebrate jiaxuan(chloe)'s b'dae =)
she's grown alr... eyes bigger, cuter >< n also =x she looks slim =/
after that, we went home, and i proceeded to complete peiying's wedding gift,
then go out to take bus to east coast...
haiz... i thought that i can upload pics on th bus... =x but i hav probs taking th memory card out...
so i jus blog 1st lor...

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Monday, October 11, 2010
2:02 AM

=/ i'm doing my illustrator assignment, when i thought of blogging...
so here i am =)
actually i kept telling myself to blog... =/
but i dragged till now, cos i stm... =x
haiz... agn, its a boring, bz n tiring week for me...
realised that my attendence for term 1 is 80% =/
meaning that i'm going to hav a warning letter alr...
then i've got tons of assignments to submit oso... =(
haiz... for weekends,
was working ytd, till 3pm
then went to starbucks to do my illustrator hw...
n wth, i spent 1 hr to do my illustrator, n then suddenly not responding... =/
n i didn't save u know?!!
its like... wtf... =/
then for today, working at 3-10
so i brought my lappy along too...
to do on bus n on break
so i carried my lappy to th macdonald outside...
then bought my mcspicy, upsize...
th moment i stepped outside th door, n walking over to th seat i wanna sit,
i realised that i dropped my meduim green tea to someone's chair....
heng nobody sitting there...
cos thr's oni me n i am carrying a lappy, i didn't wan to buy another green tea...
so i jus sit down n eat my meal...
while eating my meal, a guy came up to me, n gave me a medium green tea
n i realised tat its th guy tat i almost poured water to =x
felt to surprised, ps n guilty... =x
i didn't expect someone to buy me a drink back, and also that i was eating =x
then didn't hav time to respond, let alone say a thank you =x
haiz... i duno wad to say,
but i jus feel that i'm oways unlucky, n as well as lucky... a mixture of both... =/
when i experience sucky stuffs, its really sucky...
then when i experience great stuffs, its really great... =x
so i am average? guess so...

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Sunday, October 3, 2010
11:46 PM

ok, i should be either sleeping or doing my hw right now... =/ its illustrator tmrw... sian...
haiz... last week, can only be described using 1 word... unlucky... =(
supersuper unlucky k...
monday ton to finish my 3d,
tuesday my form got selected for 2nd round
wednesday end lessons, then help angeline get her shoes,
thursday passed to her her shoes, then lost my phone otw home
friday recieved a call fr my phone, but no time to get them, cos i gotta rush to work,
cos i got 1.5 hrs after sch to reach pp.
but drawing ended late, n took 20min to take a cab.
after work, i slept on bus 43, atw to punggol.
took 43 back to sg
sat, slept till evening, then do alil work.
sun, wake up super early to rush to work, to find out that schedule changed.
meaning i no work...
=/ wad a waste of time...
then had lunch wit peiying n janelle,
then get th wedding invitation fr peiying =)
haiz... though i wasted lots of time n money today, i enjoyed.
but this week... =/ sucks... i wasted lots of money n time for nth...
nth... =( sian... i felt that i'm super unlucky...

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Thursday, September 30, 2010
11:45 PM

haiz... boring week... =/
this whole is more of like abt 3d...
cos stellah asked some of us to bring it on fri agn...
haiz... i gotta repaste th masking tape... n i'm like doing nth now...
=( cos i lost my phone...
seriously, my phone is th most impt thing i hav...
much more impt than my lappy... ='(
cos it contains all my contacts n some impt info...
wth man... it sucks to lose my phone...
i've been finding it since 8.40 till now
i think i dropped it otw home...
n most likely, on the bus when i'm sleeping... =(
it sucks man...
its like... everything's alright this whole week except for thurs?
go to sch late, went mount emily park, n it rained for 2 hours
then after sch, went home to help colleague take shoes to tamp
otw home, i lose my bloody phone.
yea, my phone is worthless...
its not ex, n my sim card is prepaid card...
but it acts as my phonebook, gadget to send msgs, to re-read my msgs,
my clock, my alarm, n gadget to keep my infos!!!
T_T
can't believe that i lost my phone jus like that...
it just sucks...
I NEED MY PHONE BACK!!!!!
T_T... i'm actually too tired to cry... but i really want to cry out...
it sucks!!!! IT SUCKS!!!! ='(
I WANT MY BLOODY CHEAPO PHONE!!!!

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Sunday, September 26, 2010
5:32 PM

=/ got waken up by elton's sms in th morn...
he said uncle larry cancelled his lesson, n he can go to tamp...
=/ but cos i'm tired, n i still haven finish my hw,
i told him i'm not going... =(
haiz... how i wish that i can go too...
=/ but cos of... 3d...3D 3D!!!!!!
haiz... i feel sooo... left out missing out on this... =/
hope they can organize another similar event... =)
lalalas~ jus woke up not long ago...
had a great sleep... =)
haiz... hope to finish this asap!!
i wan to finish, n get over with my 3d asap...
hate this Sumatra assignment!!!!
URGH!!! I WAN NEED TO HAVE A BREAK!!!!!
I WAN A HOLIDAYS!!!!!!

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1:22 AM

ok, i'm supposed to do my 3d now... =/
but taking a break here...
started at 7pm, cos i woke up at 4,
drag till 7pm to do my 3d =x
if dora's finding out, she's going to giv me th fierce look alr =x
haiz... but i did th research n thinking for 3d from 7 till now... =(
spend alot of time hor?
haiz... cos i choose a hard topic agn...
finally thought of how i wan my form to look like alr...
n from now till morning, i should finish deforming my 4 forms...
i hope?
haiz... actually today n1 hav this movie outing...
was keen to go, but cos of my work... =/ didn't go lor...
n then tmrw got this dance competition organised my uncle larry... =/
wanted to go wit elton, but elton just told me he can't, cos he got lessons wit larry... =/
so i think i won't go out agn tmrw, cos i duno anyone thr... =/
lalalas... i hope that i can find some food... =/
at home is so boring, without food!!! =x
i mean junk food...
i keep looking at th fridge for smth to munch on... =/ but can't find anything nice...
haihaihaiz.... =/
okok, i think i my break is too long alr...
i'll get smth to drink, then back to 3d agn... =x
hope that i can finish everything b4 tmrw... i dun wan any sleepless nights agn... =(
i hate using the time supposed to slp, to do work...

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Wednesday, September 22, 2010
12:09 AM

Blogging using my big lappy.
supposed to print out some stuffs from the learning portal...
past 1 week... was quite bz until thurs n fri
friday was my b'dae =)
recieved 100+ wishes on fb, n few face to face fr my lasalle classmates
after sch, we all stay at basement, n i took a nap =x
den after tat, we all went to shala's hse for visiting... =)
had a great time eating, watching movie... =D
i love the almond with chocolates!! =D
hahas~ stayed till 10+ den went home...
=/ missed the last bus, n cab home from there...
sat, its visiting agn =D
went to hakim's hse n haikal hse in shala's clothing =)
=x not used to the long skirt, cos i can't walk fast...
but i still wear that till at night.
=) watched devil after visiting hakim's hse...
scary movie... dora n marie got scared to get into the lift after watching that...
hahas~
den after that, rushed to haikal's hse, cos he's slightly unhappy...
then ate till the night, n took mrt from jurong east home...
=/ btw, alex said i sound like i'm from china, n that i've got george's accent =(
n then winny also said that she thought i'm from vietnam =(
ok... its the 8th nation ppl thought i am from alr...
i duno y ppl just can't tell that i'm a singaporean...
=/
sunday's work, boring... =x
monday's make up lessons of 8 hours...
gm 9-12
ccs 12.30-2.30
drawing 3-6
dozed off during gm n drawing =x
then after lessons go cp to buy my ruler... =/ troublesome...
today, slept till 5 then slack till now...
after blogging, gonna start to print my stuffs, n also start on my drawing, n 2d... time's running out!!!


Picture of me on sat, with marie n navi

video
My MIS video, title named The Sad Widow

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Tuesday, September 14, 2010
10:52 PM

seriously, i'm experiencing what i experienced exactly 1 year ago...
the stress, lack of sleep, racing with time...
didn't slp for 3 days last week, cos of work hence i didn't do my hw...
but last sat n sun, i wasn't working...
instead, i worked on my clay... =( but there's still not enough time...
this week is actually my clay n mis workshop deadline...
spent 2 days working on clay, n mis... cos i dun have th bloody mac n imovie,
i had to borrow my friends' macbook...
n cos my friends also need to complete their mis,
i gotta keep waiting n waiting...
i pratically did my mis 3 times alr... cos nobody knows how to save the files to my thumbdrive...
actually i almost had to redo the whole thing,
that made me seriously...
mad, n i almost flare up at ppl who talked to me...
cos i've got lots of stuffs to do...
i haven write my mis statement, haven print my cd pictures, haven burn my cd,
haven do my research n print out the development n idea of my videos,
and HAVEN EVEN DO MY 2D!!!!
yea, i wanted to throw tandrum at everybody, n cry out loud real badly...
in the mrt, i nearly cry... cos i can't stand it...
i hate racing wit time, i hate not sleeping to do my hw...
it just sucks!
i knew i will experience this even b4 i join lasalle
i knew i will be stressed out
but its too soon
school started for a mth oni...
n workload is...
i duno... =/ i am scared right now...
scared that i can't take it
scared that i wanna quit
scared that... i duno...
i am scared that i might do anything rash...
i seriously wanna cry now...
but i'm in the living room, where everybody can c me
I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!! I WAN TO FINISH MIS ASAP N SLP!!!!

ok, finished ranting...
but i think cos of mis, n other assignments, i won't hav th party mood on fri... =/
but forget it...
as i said, i stayed up all night for my clay modeling right?
here is my clay model photos...






i know it doesn't look like me... except the eyes?
thats wad others said...
btw, my model got selected for exhibition...
so my hardwork got paid off?
guess so...
but i wish that i won't work so hard...
how i wish that i won't wan everything to be perfect...
if i didn't work so hard to make things perfect, i'll have enough sleep,
won't be so stressed out n stuffs... =(
haiz... i duno lah...
i'll upload those photos in fb soon,
and also my mis videos once i submit it tmrw =)
after tmrw, i'll SLEEP!!!!!
then slack for 2 days, then project week alr...
i blocked the whole project week to do my drawing, 3d, 2d, ccs, n peiying's wedding gift... =x
haiz... =/ my classmates like wanna organise outing leh...
think i'll go out 1 day max if thr's any outing?
n stay at home to do work like dora =)
hahas~ i'll take dora as my role model, stay at home n finish my work asap...


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Sunday, September 12, 2010
8:23 AM

haiz... in the end, i didn't finish my clay modelling by ytd... =(
ytd, woke up wit lots of msgs n calls...
then i got a call fr eunice to go to her b'dae celebration.
so i went after doing my clay for abt 1hr +, while they went to buy gq's amplifier.
=) so i saw kelly, jon, gq n kevin...
its like... super long nvr c kelly n kevin alr lah... few mths or years?
hahas~ fun forcing kevin to call me kor =D

lalas~ then when they go out to play pool, i went off to take a train to bugis...
=) met up wit angeline, janelle, uncle huaxiong, n uncle jordan...
hahahas~ =D
then ate steamboat...
=x actually i'm not th steamboat buffet type of person,
cos i dun eat lots of food thats provided,
and that i duno how to cook!! =x i dun even know if a meat is cooked anot lah...
=x but uncle huaxiong like keep giving me pork like tat... =/
but i wanna take mutton de lor... =(
lalas~ den i nvr eat seafood n stuffs =x
when we're eating halfway, i got a call fr tm store that they hav no key...
=/ then angeline gotta go back to lock th store, when juliana stay back.
but after angeline went off, we were quite full alr... so cont to finish cooking th food on th table,
den try to finish as much as possible, then ate ice cream =D
lalas~ uncle jordan super lame.... =/ made me point th hand-sign multiple times!! =(
& uncle huaxiong asked me to take a pic of janelle ( auntie ) wit jordan ( uncle ) =D
hahas~ n i edited it lah... wit th love shaped border... hehes~
=x
tats called revenge lah... who ask both of them, try to match make me,
& uncle huaxiong...
keep saying th other person good, n ask us to consider th other 1... =/
listen till sian alr... =x
lalalas~

after ice cream, we all paid, then took a bus home...
reach home, tried to do my clay...
made th lips smiling, pinched out some clay fr th nose,
redo th eyes, tried to make the cheeks look like mine.
=/ it looks decent alr... but doesn't look like me at all... =x
or rather, i wasn't really focusing on th face... thats y i dun feel it looks like me.
but seriously, its kinda creepy to do clay modelling at night...
=x cos th clay, i made th lips smiling, n i keep staring at it...
was kinda scared that th clay will blink or even talk...
its like... OMG man... =x scaryscary~!!

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Saturday, September 11, 2010
4:40 AM

ok, i know that i didn't blog for a long time alr...
i missed out on th yog opening post...
yog over alr lah... =/ th opening... =x speechless...
not perfect? i can c flaws n all... =/ the rehearsal on th exact day sucks.
then after yog opening, its the start of LASALLE lessons alr...
woah... actually the 1st term is going to end in a week's time. =/
then its project week alr =D which is right after my b'dae...
yea, term 1... SUPER BZ!!!!! =x 6 modules...
i can't even cope with it lah... =/
monday clay modelling... =/ it takes a long time to mould a clay like how u want it.
wads worst, moulding my own face... =(
tuesday, 3d... all the 3d assignments takes time...
and wad i dun like is to do documentation for both modules... =/
need to do out the object, then take pics, upload, print
URGH!!!! =/
wednesday, mis n 2d...
i hate mis... troublesome!! only can do it on imovie... =/ when i dun even have a mac...
then it makes me confused lah... i dun even have inspirations for videos lah
2d... hwhwhwhw kills me alr... =/
thursday, th most slackest in the whole week... =x
grey matters n ccs =D
on wednesday night, its the only night when i can slp.
friday, ccs and drawing,..
drawing is pretty alright. but except that i need to do research... =/
i hate research lah!! all the modules have research lah!!! =(

lalalas~ i had a long weekend this week... 4 days =D
ytd, do hw then go to work.
today, went out then to work.
tmrw, gonna stay at home to do my assignments, then go eat steamboat wit colleagues
sunday, STAY AT HOME TO DO WORK!!!!!

i needa clear up my work alr...
i dun wan to stay up all night to clear up my work agn next week...
i really wish to clear up my whole week's work by sunday, so that on mon,
i can clear my mis by monday... =x

haiz~~~ =/ birthday is on 17, this coming fri...
but cos of all th work n all... =(
i've got no mood to celebrate at all... yunique or marie said that i should watch horror movie on that day... =x
but horror movie on b'dae... =x feels weird?
haiz...~~
i'm feeling old alr...

oh ya, i didn't talk about my lasalle friends...
hahas~ had a great time with my lasalle friends... =)
all super funnie de... we all like to joke n call nicknames
laalallas like... beby call george perv...
haikal call winny sleepygal
i call mervyn johnny bravo...
hahhaas~ =x super fun lah!!
n being with marie is super funnie...
even on the phone, when i hear her talking to her sis, i can laugh till my stomach ache hahas~
=) its fun calling navi mummy too hahahs~ =D
th gals n haikal love asking abt their daddy... hahahas
lalallas~ =x

btw, i gtg to shower alr... =D
=x took a nap after i reach home...
=x fr 12am till 4am... =/ on alarm at 1am le lor... but i can't wake up at all...
haiz,,,~~

save me from the nothing I’ve become..